I still cry every once in a while when something reminds me of my sweet boy, Austin. Like how I used to sing while he played guitar. Silently lucidity was our favorite. Thankfully my Christian has learned it and I can love music with him too. Letting go is hard. I can’t wait to sing with him again in a year and a half. Then soon after Christian will leave. I hope I still have a beating heart when all is said and done because it’s so hard to say goodbye to these wonderful humans.